Meet the Witness & the Reactor
 

We come together to name what we're carrying and build a comfortable dynamic where we feel held in along the way.  We’ll go on a guided journey together to meet the Witness and begin downloading your ‘why’.  What dreams and aspirations have you been holding so close to your heart that no one knows about?  What are you uniquely here to carry and share with the world? Why have you been keeping it locked up? It’s easier to heal when we can see the greater purpose of what we’re healing for. This becomes our anchor to confidently work through the art of letting go.

We will begin to recognizing the Reactor– the part of you that is feeling this burden and causing you to grip too tightly, and learn about surrender–how to let go of what you’re carrying. Why hasn’t your system wanted to let go of this story yet? What lesson or purpose has this served? You’ll receive a guided audio sequence to initiate your transformation.

Creating Space So You Can Let Go

An essential part of loosening your grip is creating space between what you're aware of and what you're feeling or thinking, with live support as things shift.  Together we will talk about how to stay present with yourself, your feelings, and how to become to the Witness.

Using our power as the Witness, we will recognize where old identity, fear, or patterns have taken the wheel. We will go deeper with our energy work to see where we end, and our patterns begin.  

Let Higher Consciousness Stream Through

To help begin a practice of subtle perception and awareness, you will receive a guided audio activation for opening the third-eye and pineal gland. Awakening these power points in your subtle bodies opens up your inner pathways for higher consciousness to stream through.

You will receive guidance on how to deepen your practice into an etheric-body healing meditation, and learn to notice the guidance, shifts, and sensations that are already trying to reach you from your own inner knowing.  Rather than learning to rely on other people’s instruction for spiritual guidance, you will begin to learn the balance of reciprocation within your own knowing– that you are both a creator and a receiver.  

Elevated Presence

What is speaking to you now?  Do you feel relieved, alive, impassioned?  What new experiences are beginning to flow through you?  And where is your guidance leading you next?  Together, we’ll do a guided experience to listen to our inner guidance.

Who are you now?  What has surfaced and been surpassed?  What is new on the horizon?  Reflection, celebration, and honest next steps — including what ongoing support might look like for you.

How You'll Be Supported

Over the course of the next 8 weeks, we're going to move deep into your subconscious to meet the 'Reactor' — the part of the ego holding all of the pain, trauma, and blocks you're carrying. The Reactor feeds off of continually creating patterns and circumstances that leave us feeling off balance, under-resourced, unseen, lonely, or like no one really gets us.

Each week, we'll gather together in circle on Zoom to meet a new level of the Reactor and understand what it's trying to tell you. I'll move you through the processes that clear out the outdated programming so you can start hearing more from 'The Witness' — the part of you holding the keys to a fulfilling, healthy, vibrant, purposeful life.

You'll experience a potent combination of guided live meditations, energy healing practices, insightful discussions, and release techniques that help you tap directly into 'The Witness' and your inner guidance system.

Powerful downloadable audio activations & channelled transmissions will unlock for you progressively as we move through the journey together — each one tied to exactly where you are in the process, inside your online digital library, to help you activate your senses, open your third eye & pineal gland, and train your system in the art of letting go by meeting the consciousness of the Reactor. Nothing arrives before you're ready for it. Just what you need, right when you need it. And because life happens, everything stays yours for 90 days just in case there's a process you need to revisit or a tool you need to remember the steps to. But my goal is that you never have to revisit this phase of your life ever again, because the processes are so potent and so powerful that you're ready for the next step. 

You'll also have a dedicated space inside our community to ask questions, share what's coming up for you, and reach me directly between sessions — so whatever surfaces along the way has somewhere to go, instead of just sitting with you in silence.

As important as the practices themselves is the time for them to integrate and for you to experience what arises within you. This experience asks you to trust yourself enough to become your own wayfinder. I'll hold the space, offer the practices, and guide you along the way — but your willingness to listen inward and meet yourself honestly is what brings this transformation to life. We're making big, transitional movements that teach you how to carry less and become more.

It's finally time to write a new story.

The Simplicity of Becoming Includes:

•  8 weekly group coaching sessions with guided experiences, deep discussions and energy practices led by Larissa to help you put what you’re learning into action
• Q&A blocks for going deeper on the concepts you’re learning and how it’s actually working in your real life
• 4 downloadable audio activations & channelled transmissions - that guide you in the subconscious and help you liberate the parts of you that have been waiting to lead.
• 90-Day Replay vault - so that you can revisit the processes and ingrain them as knowings that you can apply any time you need to practice the art of working with The Reactor & The Witness
• A Private Community - where you can ask questions, share your breakthroughs, and celebrate what you’ve been able to release

This is for you if...

You're the one everyone calls first. The friend who always has the answers. The family member who holds it together when everyone else is falling apart. Maybe you've noticed people treat you like you have more figured out than you actually feel like you do.

Maybe you've lain awake running through everyone else's problems like they were your own to solve — your sister's marriage, a friend's health scare, the state of the world — and wondered when anyone would do that for you.

Maybe you've felt a pull toward something bigger, something you're supposed to be doing, and talked yourself out of it before anyone else had the chance to — who do you think you are.

You didn't imagine that pull.

You've sensed a purpose coursing under the surface of you for a long time. Some days it feels like truth. Other days it feels like ego, like grandiosity — so you push it back down and go back to managing everything else instead.

Right now you might feel unseen. Unheard. Under-utilized. Out of step with whatever you're actually here to do.

You are powerful underneath all of it — and also vulnerable, overburdened, further from the life you actually want than you'd like to admit.

You are ready to stop carrying what was never yours to carry alone.

For a long time, I had this persistent feeling that my life was supposed to be bigger than the one I was living.

I couldn’t necessarily tell you what “bigger” meant. I just knew I felt out of place in my own life — overlooked, constrained, like there was an invisible fence around me and somehow the life I was meant for existed just beyond it.

There was an urge in me to do something. To become something. To get to the other side.

But I didn’t know what I was reaching for, and I definitely didn’t know how to get there.

Eventually, that longing started to feel more like an urge to escape. Maybe the problem was the life itself. The expectations. The rules. The financial pressure. The endless sense that I was trying so hard and still somehow wasn't getting anywhere.

So I started planning an actual exit.

I was sending my husband property listings in Latin America, trying to convince him that maybe we could move our family somewhere else entirely — somewhere we could live differently, outside the expectations and structures that felt so suffocating to me.

Then I went to see a psychic.

I asked her about my plan to move my family out of the country, and she looked at me and said:

“You’re not doing what you’re supposed to be doing.”

I tried again.

Okay… but what about the move?

Again:

“You’re not doing what you’re supposed to be doing. If you do what you’re supposed to be doing, you’ll be much happier.”

What was I supposed to be doing?

She was talking about my destiny.

My purpose. My work.

So I stopped planning my escape and started trying to build the life I thought I was being called toward.

And somehow, everything got harder.

I threw myself into creating a business, pursuing the work, trying to make the dream happen. From the outside, I was finally moving forward.

Inside, I was unraveling.

I was white-knuckling my way through my own ambition — trying to force the next chapter into existence, gripping tighter and tighter because I was terrified that if I stopped pushing, none of it would happen.

Then I read a book that suggested making a declaration to the universe that you were ready to change.

And I meant it.

I remember realizing that I genuinely had no idea what I was doing anymore. I had tried planning, pushing, striving, controlling, figuring it out.

None of it had brought me peace.

So, essentially, I said:

Fine. You take the wheel.

And if this were a neat manifestation story, this would be the part where everything became magical.

It didn't.

I manifested what looked very much like the next step in my destiny: a stranger called me out of nowhere and offered me my dream job in exactly the field I felt called toward.

And I panicked.

How could I possibly be ready for this?

Instead of feeling triumphant, I spiraled further. My thoughts became relentless — cycling through self-doubt and fear until I genuinely thought I might be losing my mind.

That's the part of awakening stories people sometimes leave out.

I won't.

Eventually, I found myself sitting in my therapist's office while she gently rang a singing bowl and asked me to close my eyes.

And something in me finally stopped fighting.

I fell apart.

Then, through a series of experiences that I can only describe as surrender, something shifted.

I woke up the next morning profoundly different.

For the first time, I could watch my thoughts rather than simply be them.

I became aware of the part of me behind the fear, behind the stories, behind the constant mental motion.

The Witness.

I began going deeper into meditation, intuition, shadow, consciousness, surrender, and the patterns I had unconsciously been allowing to organize my life.

And over time, I learned something I desperately wish someone had been able to teach me sooner:

Letting go isn't something you can simply decide to do because someone tells you to.

For years, I had heard some version of:

Just surrender.
Just release it.
Just let it go.

And internally I wanted to scream:

HOW?

Nobody had ever actually shown me.

Because letting go isn't a single decision. It's a practice. It's learning how to recognize what you're gripping, understand why some part of you still needs it, create enough space to experience it without becoming it, and finally allow something else to lead.

That is why I created The Simplicity of Becoming.

I had to discover the how through experience.

Now I want to give you the map I wish I'd had.

I'm not going to tell you to just let go.

I'm going to show you how.

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